drained drained drained...

It's 1:45 and I am trying to get my brain in the right place to do this MC thing amoungst other tasks. I hope I can pull it together but it's gonna be tough..... I think I will be okay, and I am probably thinking way too hard about the whole thing but I just gotta tough it out a 18 more hours... There is always the fun police knocking at my door, I am trying really hard to hide in the corner and pretend that I don't hear them, I am afraid they're gonna kick the door in. All I need to do is hold them off for a few more hours and I should be alright. So many stressful things nag in my subconcious I wanna let them out but I need to hold them back a bit longer. I can sense light near the end of the tunnel but I am not sure if it's a hoax or not... I'm trying my best but it never feels good enough to me...

Push the envolope and watch it bend.

Just push a bit more, there is still room to give, just don't break... I feel as if I could break any milisecond... arrrgh... Full Steam Ahead!